I'm exhausted. These last two weeks have just about killed me. I've moved into my apartment, been on four interviews, been offered a job that I had to turn down because they couldn't pay me enough, and sent off over 150 resumes. Sadly, I can see no end in sight. Now, I understand that I've been in town less than 2 weeks and have plenty of time to find a job. I understand that I saved thousands of dollars so I could do just this (you know, sit around in my pyjamas all day sending out resumes.) I understand that it takes a long time to find a job. While I know all these things, I'm still freaking out a bit. I don't like my life being up in the air like this. I need structure. And let me tell you that sitting in my apartment in my pyjamas watching the entire first season of Lost is not the good kind of structure. I need a job. Anyone in NY need a personal assistant? I know where you put down your glasses.

I went to Macy's with my mom while she was in town and found these amazing shoes. I instantly thought of Mariko and Jessica when I saw them. Aren't they adorable and oh so yummy looking? I didn't buy them, but was sorely tempted.